Where I was; Where I am

Not a year and a half ago I was well on my way to having it all. Soon I look forward to having neurologist tell me what has been wrong with me since then. During this time of battling with my body and my soul and my spirit and my life, I have been inactive. Everything I thought was sooo important has suddenly become unimportant and now I live for the day to day activities like making it to the table for dinner and helping my son with his homework. This blog is no longer about a budding author weaving through the politics and minefields of publishing. This blog now is about a person struggling to survive one day after another.
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Thursday, May 10, 2007

Lydia's Birthday, Still Missing Tony

My birthday went well. Penne came over as did my new friend Bobbie. Penne brought snack foods that I am still eating on for lunch and red velvet cake. It is tradition that I eat red velvet cake on my birthday. Penne also gave me a lovely hummingbird feeder and a hook to hang near my back deck garden. She had remembered that I didn't have one because it was broken. Now - that is a good friend!

I miss Tony terribly. His being gone is getting old. Even Connla is missing him.

Monday, May 7, 2007

Missing Tony ~

Why is it that when people you love leave, you end up needing them more? Tony hasn't been gone but a few hours and already I am feeling the pain of his leaving.

Neck Pain.

I woke up with a crick in my neck that he didn't have a chance to work out. I can't believe I am going to have to suffer this all week without him.

That's right, I am pouting cause my man went on a trip. We're in love and it's disgusting...move along!