Where I was; Where I am

Not a year and a half ago I was well on my way to having it all. Soon I look forward to having neurologist tell me what has been wrong with me since then. During this time of battling with my body and my soul and my spirit and my life, I have been inactive. Everything I thought was sooo important has suddenly become unimportant and now I live for the day to day activities like making it to the table for dinner and helping my son with his homework. This blog is no longer about a budding author weaving through the politics and minefields of publishing. This blog now is about a person struggling to survive one day after another.

Friday, September 21, 2007

Too Long

It has been too long since I have posted. Stone has finally gotten a new job that he will start on Monday. There have been other dramas that fall under "not going to blog about." Tree Bear has been exceptionally sick the past two weeks and has required a lot of my time and attention. I did some spell work this week that seems to be bringing our house back into order.

I am still struggling with the shock I recieved about two months ago. I keep hoping one day I will wake up over it and it hasn't happened. I don't know what to do really. I am lost and unsure of myself.